Today is the second day of the new glorious year 2013. For a couple of days before the 1.1.13 and right through it I felt so downed looking at how life around me and across the world goes on with ‘business as usual’. I saw chemtrails when I was at the beach and I thought to myself “WTF is going on? Oh no. Its only a few days to 2013 and this crap strewn across the beautiful blue skies!”
Yesterday, amidst my down trodden spirit I took the family out for a picnic in the city park. I tried hard to feel joy and laughter with my beloveds but deep down I was crying. I gazed at the skies looking for something, anything to lift up my spirit but it didn’t happen.
Last night before closing my eyes I had to say my piece to God, “Dear God, please explain what’s going on. I don’t think I can take another day of this. Please give me an answer if not in my conscious state, perhaps in my sleep, pleeease!” In silence I desperately waited for an answer. Silence. No answer until I dozed off.
Woke up this morning and immediately tried to recollect my dreams, but there wasn’t any message or any dream that I could remember. Well… looks like I’m up to face another ‘normal business as usual’ day. I woke up and tried to be ‘normal’ … so be it.
In my depression I had sort of vowed that come 2013 I’d stop reading messages on the internet and mail boxes, but somehow I went against my better judgement and browsed through my mail boxes. I found two very uplifting news/messages and even posted them on my (this) blog. That really made me feel very good this morning, and as I relaxed with a cup of coffee I gave my thanks to God for His ‘reply‘ which came in an indirect fashion. My my, that’s God Magic for you! Wait a minute…”that’s not all,” says my heart, “God answered you one year ago in advanced.” Then I instantly remembered…
Exactly a year ago today (Jan 03, 2012) God sent a written message to me via two good Souls Celest and David, which they posted it on their website and immediately called me to read it. As the message was/is NOT only for me but every True Beings, I’m compelled to re-post it, in fact I’m ‘directed’ to do so. Here it is:
2012 – Expectations and Disillusionments
God… I suggested to Celest and David that today, on the Earth date of January 3, 2012, would be the most appropriate day for Me to send a most timely message to all My Children here. Although there is nothing happening here now that I was not expecting, unfortunately, still and all it is as always My stalwart Stewards here, those who I have chosen to be the Watchers and the Doers, who are now suffering the most. This message from Me is being posted at My express request because of a heartfelt and Soulful email communication between Celest, David and My Redza-Self, this Child of Light living in Malaysia. Although he has been known by many names during his long and varied lifetimes, he epitomizes the Light within. This was hard fought for on his part. He has always chosen more difficult paths that lead to the highway of true life, yet he CHOSE to be a catalyst in a part of this world where there has long been little Light.
Redza is feeling downhearted because he is becoming painfully more and more aware of how little any important changes are being made among his fellow people. Or anywhere else in this world for that matter. He had such great hopes and subtle expectations that with the turn of this chronological year he would observe and bear witness to people arriving to SOME point of understanding of all that is occurring here. His disappointment is so great that he suffers now because of this. He suffers because what he and so many other TRUE human beings want to see happening…is NOT! Redza is going through a life altering transition. He does not realize that this is happening to millions of people all over this world. I speak of the people who have chosen to not conform to illusions, that is. At times he feels confused and a tad lost. As do the rest of the people who are like him. At times things seems scary and disoriented. As do the rest of the people who are like him. The greatest threat to his serenity of Spirit is the fact that the millions and millions of people who are not a part of the expanding Collective Consciousness are still desperately trying to live their lives as though, “they are fine and so is their personal world;” they refuse to see that it is their comeuppance time.
Redza, although I commend you for your finely tuned determination to not surrender to the pandering of those delusionary masses, I implore you and the rest of the people who are like you, to better understand that this could not happen any other way. This world is badly infested with incurable diseases. The diseases are sloth-iness, complacency, instant self-gratification, laziness and their betrothal to illusionary concepts. Children, these are not moot points; they are not trite in any way. The very fact that these diseases are so prominent here should have alerted you all by now. It is a weapon that has been fashioned against all true human beings. The diseases are programmed by the shadow riders to break your Spirit! Please, do not allow this to happen! Fight back by strengthening your personal Light through the understanding I am giving you all of why this is happening. I am giving you the reasons and I fully expect you all to act upon them posthaste. Repeat to yourself any Divine Mantra that aids you. In fact why not Create your own? Keep it simple and know that the Masters, all other Luminescents and I are by your side and will send you many inspirations. Some will come through the dream state; others will come through “first contact” with those who love you best. Yes, you are being tested but it is not by Me. Your greatest strengths lie in your ability to just say NO to feeling defeated, disappointed, or in any way let down by the lunacy, the utter madness of the times. Remember please, you are dealing with humans…for the most part. Your other greatest strength lies in your innate ability to accept why you MUST accept the foibles of the human races and then privately focus your thoughts on how to Create the betterment of the new times. Thought is all and all is thought. I have said this to you all in at least one of My books. Have you forgotten already? Children, in the last book I wrote (*The Code) I made it very clear that the gift I was giving all true human beings was “to give you back to yourselves.” I suggest that NONE of you squander this gift! Before I leave you this day I ask you each to REMEMBER that when a weapon of “mass destruction” has been revealed to you, you have an obligation to see it for what it is and deal with the situation appropriately. Use your heart voice and your Soul voice and you who are part of the Collective Consciousness will prevail!
In loving service to Redza and all other true human beings….God
THANK YOU God, Thank You!
God bless you all.